Drawing on Yourself by Ursula Murray Husted
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Drawing on Yourself
By Ursula Murray Husted
Apocalyptic Tangerine Press
“We’ve all got to grow up, sooner or later.” It’s not too much of a spoiler, I hope, to begin a review with the last words uttered in a book. There’s certainly no big reveal here. In fact, they could easily be the final words in any of number of works in the nebulous coming of age genre.
Drawing on Yourself certainly lives somewhere within those confines—maybe on the outskirts, if only because of its characters’ median age. Of course, as time progresses, the acceptable age at which one attempts to find oneself has steadily increased. Thirty is the new 20, right? Perhaps drifting is the new finding oneself.
What, after all, is graduate school these days, if not a prolonging of the inevitable—not that there isn’t value in extended schooling, but let’s be honest, graduate degrees in the humanities have, in so many cases, become a way for students to figure out precisely what to do with themselves before the walls of reality closed in.
Drawing on Yourself, in a sense, a book about mistakes. Some are more permanent than others—but all ultimately leave there marks and, if we’re lucky, help us grow up. The most literal manifestation of this comes at the very beginning, in an opening that brings to mind that mumblecore pioneer, Funny Ha Ha. Ursula Murray Husted’s lead, Jake—a grad student and a sketched dead ringer for a young Sean Lennon—is getting a tattoo. A koi chosen from an image on the parlor wall.


















